Little thought about friend ;)

Teman adalah orang yang gue anggep sangat berharga. Sayangnya, hanya beberapa dari teman itu yang mungkin menganggap gue berharga. Tiap hari ke sekolah, ketemu temen. Jalan bareng temen. Jajan sama temen. Hampir semua hal yang kita lakuin, pasti bareng-bareng sama temen.

Tapi kenapa dengan fakta spt itu, masih banyak temen yang palsu, berkhianat, bahkan ngomongin dari belakang. Apa mereka ga puas akan keadaan temen yang mereka punya?

Selama 16 tahun ini, gue uda punya banyak banget temen deket, bahkan sahabat. Mereka datang silih berganti, dan pergi juga silih berganti. Ada yang bisa bikin gue percaya banget sama mereka, sampe gue cerita hampir semua isi hati dan kehidupan gue. Tapi ternyata bisa kita liat, ga ada orang yg bisa dipercaya, karna ujung-ujungnya hal yg kita percayaain itu bakalan bocor juga.

Kepercayaan itu kayak ember. Semakin gede tampungannya, semakin gede bocornya,

Gossip. Hal yang kita selalu lakuin sama temen. Gossipin artis, gossipin cowo, bahkan gossipin temen lain yang lagi ga ikutan gossip sama kita. Sadar ga sih, orang yg ngegossip sama kita itu, mungkin saat kita ngga ada, mereka malah yg ngegossipin kita loh.

Maka dari itu, gue pikir terkadang kepercayaan itu sebenernya kata yang ga perlu jadi kata. Gue juga ga ngerti. Intinya buat apa ada kepercayaan kalo ujung-ujungnya kepercayaan itu dilanggar juga. Apalagi kalo dilanggar sm temen sendiri, malesin banget kan.

Barusan kebetulan gue liat quotes yang pas sama postingan kali ini.

Trust is like an eraser, it gets smaller and smaller after every mistake.

Ada juga yang bilang gini:

Friend is like a brand. Some is real, some is fake.

Tapi bagi gue:

FAKE FRIENDS are REAL, and REAL FRIENDS are FAKE.

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The script

anyway, ini script yg gue bikin. maaf yah kalo agak aneh. komentar, please! :)

When The Beauty Matchstick Seller Meets The Beast

This is a story about The Girl Who Sells Matchsticks and Beauty & The Beast. We combined it. J

Jilly………………..........…....The Beauty / The Matchstick Girl

Oka……………....…..............The Beast

Maria Vanessa……………..The Witch

Nius……………………..........The Beauty’s Mother

Anthony……………………...The Beauty’s Father

Ellena……………..................The Beauty’s Best Friend

Gio……………………….........The Beast’s Assistant

Hartanto……………………..The Beast’s Father

Mona…………………….........Narrator

#ACT1 : Punishment

Narrator: Once upon a time, there is a rich but rude and arrogant man named Mr. Hartanto who always humiliates other people that have a bad luck and bad look. He has a very big castle which he lived with his son and assistant. His son’s name is Oka. One day, he was walking on the street with his son and assistant, then he meets a dirty woman and humiliated that woman whom had a bad look.

Hartanto: Eewh, what a ugly and dirty woman. I hate her just by looking at her!

Maria: What do you mean by that?

Hartanto: I just don’t like ugly people, they make our country looks bad. Just go away!

Maria: (smile)

Narrator: Unfortunately, that woman is a witch. Oops.

Maria: Hey man, I’ve been looking at you this whole time. I know you are such a arrogant and rude man, that’s why you have to be punished.

Hartanto: I don’t care about what are you saying, dirty woman.

Maria: (take off her magic stick and change his son, Oka, to be a very ugly boy and make Hartanto disappear.)

Oka: Hey! What did you do to me? (shocked)

Maria: This is because of your father attitude! You both have been punished! You have to find a girl who really love you with all of her heart, and if you don’t found her in a year, you’ll be forever like this.

Oka: YOU!!! I HATE YOU!!!! THIS IS BECAUSE OF YOU!!! (punch his father)

Hartanto & Oka: (FIGHTING!) (Gio try to stop them)(Hartanto run away)

[Maria suddenly disappear]

Oka: HEY DAD! HEY WOMAN! HEY! NOOO!!!!

Narrator: In other place, there is a woman named Jilly who has an unfortunate family. Her father was sick but she has no money to buy her father medicine. Her mother is an unemployment. One day, in a snowy night, Jilly came out to sell matchsticks to gain money to buy a medicine for her father.

Jilly: Matchsticks…. It would be useful in this snowy and cold night…. Uhuk. Uhuk.

Narrator: His mother was thinking of his daughter, why did she not go home yet? Where have she been? And then she went out to find his daughter.

Nius: Jilly, Jilly, where are you? JILLYYYY!!!

Narrator: Suddenly, Nius is pulled by a mysterious guy and she’s disappeared. But, Ellena, Jilly’s best friend saw where’d her taken and she went to find Jilly.

Ellena: JILLY!!!! JILLYYYY!!!!! YOUR MOM! YOUR MOM!

Jilly: WHAT??? WHAT’S HAPPENING?

Ellena: Your mom is taken by a mysterious guy!

Jilly: OH MY GOD! LET’S GO FIND HER!!!

#ACT2 : Kidnapped Mother

Nius: Why did you take me here?!

Oka: Hmm.. No. I’ve caught a wrong person.

Nius: What?! Who did you actually want to caught?

Oka: A witch that made me like this, she has a similar face with you. Hmm.. I’m sorry.

Nius: It’s okay. What’s your name?

Oka: You can call me Beast.

Narrator: At the same time, Jilly and Ellena was running to the castle where Jilly’s mom had caught.

Jilly: TOK TOK TOK TOK!!! MOMMM!!!

[The door opened]

Gio: Who are you?

Jilly: I’m looking for my mom, where is she?!

[Oka get out with Nius] [Jilly & Ellena shocked after look at Oka’s face]

Nius: Jilly! Ellena! How could you two came here? Let’s go home!!

Oka: No! You can go home but your daughter must be left here. I have something to say to her. (actually oka was fall in love with jilly at the first sight)

Nius: No! I won’t go home without my daughter!

Jilly: It’s okay mom, I also want to hear his explain why he take you here. I’ll go home as soon as possible.

Narrator: And then Nius and Ellena go home. Then, Oka and Jilly get in to the castle.

#ACT3 : When Beauty Meets The Beast

Oka: Hey, what’s your name?

Jilly: Jilly, and you? Why did your face…

Oka: Ehm… Well, you can call me Beast, and… About my face, I think you don’t need to know about that.

Jilly: Hmm… Okay. Why should I be here?

Oka: I live alone here, just with my assistant. Would you accompany me for a few day here? I feel very lonely in this big castle.

Jilly: *thinking* Okay, but only for a few day, okay?

Oka: Thank you, Jilly! J GIOOO!!! COME HERE!

[Gio is coming]

Oka: Jilly, this is Gio. If there’s something you need, just talk to him.

Jilly: Okay, nice to meet you, Gio!

Gio: Nice to meet you, too.

Narrator: Everyday, Jilly help Gio to clean up and gardening. She sometimes cook for Oka and then eat together. Although Oka never seems care with Jilly, he always watching everything Jilly doing without Jilly knows. They also spend time together. Each day, Oka love her more because of her kindness and inner beauty.

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#ACT4 : Dream

Narrator: One day, Jilly was dreaming about her father. In her dream, her father is calling Jilly’s name . And then, when Jilly woke up, she tells Oka that she wants to go home.

Oka: But you will come back here, right?

Jilly: It depends.

Oka: Please, don’t go if you won’t come back!

Jilly: But I should go home, I was dreaming about my father!

Oka: Okay, I’ll give you a Blackberry, call me or at least BBM!

Jilly: Okay, then. I’ll contact you. Bye, Beast!

#ACT5

Narrator: When Jilly arrived at her home, his father is become healthier than before. Jilly was shocked. How come?

Jilly: I’m home, Mom, Dad! How are you?

Nius: We are fine, and you?

Jilly: I miss you both! Hmm… Dad, how could you be like this? You are healthy now.

Anthony: This is because that guy, Beast, he paid a doctor to come to our house everyday to take care of me. He is a nice guy. But, I think you don’t need to come back to his castle.

Jilly: Why??

Nius: Because he looks like a monster and make me scared. Don’t you scared?

Narrator: Jilly choose to listen to her mom&dad to not come back to the castle and stay at home.

#ACT6 : Garden Full Of Flowers

Oka: Gio! I need your help!

Gio: Yes, sir? What do you want me to do?

Oka: I want to make a garden full of flower for Jilly, because she said she love flowers and her hobby is gardening. So, I need your help.

Gio: Do you make this to prove your love? Cieeee.

Oka: When she come back, I want to propose her. J

#ACT7 : Marry Me!

Narrator: Jilly was always thinking about Oka, what is he doing? Is he eaten yet? But she keep stay at home like what her parents command. But, Oka always PING!!! PING!!! PING!!! her. Finally, she is confused and she go back to the castle.

Jilly: Why did you PING!!! PING!!! me? Is there any important thing?

Oka: Yes. I have something I want to show you.

Jilly: What?

Oka: [grab jilly’s hand and take her to the flower garden]

Jilly: WOWWW! This is awesome.

Oka: Jilly, I think I wanna marry you. Do you want to be my wife?

Jilly: *shocked* I do. J

Narrator: Well… Then, Oka transform to be a charming prince. And then, they live happily ever after. THE END.

Well, that's it. Don't forget to leave you comment! ;)

grateful

hallo, sudah lama tidak post lagi hihihi. uda sekitar 3 bulanan yah? lama juga yak.

well, beberapa waktu yg lewat ini gue merasa sdikit berubah lebih baik dan sangat bersyukur banget atas apa yg uda Tuhan beri kpd gue.

bulan september-oktober kemaren gue sempet camping&retret.

di camping, gue harus masak sendiri dan ngerasain tidur bener2 di tenda yang alasnya tanah merah ditutup sama tikar tipis yg masi tetep berasa gundukan tanahnya. bener-bener bersyukur banget kita masih bisa tidur di dalem kamar, diatas ranjang. ga kaya orang2 yg lain yg ga seberuntung kita, harus tidur di tanah, tiap malem kedinginan dan tiap siang kepanasan.

dan retret. retret kali ini adalah retret gue yg terbaik! faith, hope and love nya dapet banget. retret yg temanya "citra Allah yg peduli" ga akan bisa gue lupain. mereka buat hati kita tergerak utk peduli sm sesama kita dan menggali hati kita buat bisa lebih bersyukur atas apa yg kita punya sekarang. gue ngerasa disana nyamaaann banget, rasanya ga mau pulanggg. karna disana rasanya bisa tenang dan aman banget, ngerasa bener2 Tuhan tuh hadir diantara kita disana.

terus beberapa hari lalu, sempet juga ada tugas buat bikin script drama inggris per kelompok, dan script nya deadline banget. pd suatu hari tiba2 mam' bilang kalo kita harus kumpul script nya lusa. matenggg. akhirnya gue buat script nya 1 hari sebelom tugas harus dikumpul, gue rada pesimis script yg gue buat bakal aneh dan gajelas. tapi ternyata pas jadi not bad lahhh, dan pas diliat sama temen2 gue, mereka bilang bagusss banget dan kata mereka gue cocok jadi penulis :) aaahhh. ga nyangka! senangnyaaaa! ternyata gue nemuin bakat gue juga hihihi thank God!

every moment, i'll thank God! :D

oh iya, ini foto kost-an gue yg gue janjiin di post sebelumnya. maaf ya telat! gara2 kemaren itu hp gue sempet disita 3bulan jadi baru bisa difoto sekarang :D

ini ruang depan nya, ada tempat duduk, kaca, ember baju kotor, dan keranjang baju yg abis dicuci. di kanan adalah pintu2 kamar kost. dan diujung dalem ada kamar mandi dan dapur.

ini adalah isi dari kamar gue yaitu disebelah kiri ada meja belajar, trus itu lemari beserta tv gue.

dan benda kotak di depan lemari itu adalah ac gue (sbenernya semacem kipas angin jg) dan atasnya ada dvd player.

dan ini lah tempat tidur gue! JENG JENGGG :3

begitulah sekilas tampak kos-kosan gue. bagaimana pendapat kalian? :D

brand new life

hello everyone. i come back with a brand new life!

hidup gue sepenuhnya berubah (lagi).

HERE's THE THINGS:

1. sekarang gue ngekost. yap, karna nyokap oma dan om gw pindah buat buka usaha di cibubur. alhasil kalo gue mau ketemu mereka, gue harus naik bus ke cibubur lanjut naik angkot baru sampe ke tujuan.

2. sekarang gue kelas 2 dan gue akhirnya memilih jalur SOSIAL. yang ternyata dan ga gue sangka, IPS itu sangat-sangat membosankan. kerjaan nya denger guru ngomong doang dan duduk diem perhatiin. gue kangen disaat2 kelas 1 gue totally messed up saat ulangan fisika/kimia yang bisa bikin gue dikamar seharian nyalin catetan ulang.

3. gue uda ga sekolah sama pacar gue lagi dikarenakan 1 hal yang membuat dia ga sekolah disekolahan gue lagi. kangen saat2 dia ngerusuh dan menggila. huhuhu.

4. sekarang gue harus cari makan sendiri, maksudnya bukan gmana gitu, tapi maksudnya gue kalo mau makan ga tunggu disiapin lauk sama nyokap gue. sekarang kalo mau makan gue harus keluar dari rumah-maksudnya kostan-lalu beli makanan diluar yang ga gue ketahui proses masaknya. alhasil, sekarang gue sering sakit perut (mungkin karna ada bbrp masakan yg jorok dan gue telat makan karna bokek/males keluar beli).

5. ga ada internet connection, ga ada wifi gratis, ga ada kulkas.

my life was totally changed!!!

semoga gue bisa cepet adaptasi.

semoga ini bisa bikin gue tambah mandiri.

anyway kalo mau liat kamar kost gue, post selanjutnya akan gue masukin fotonya :)

DADDY :]

I suddenly remembered the time when I hangout with my friend who had lost his father in a long time.

At that time, i asked him, "how it is feels when you lose your father?"

"At first I could not believe it. I was very sad and disappointed. But I have to keep moving forward. So I do not think too much about it anymore and can accept it now."

I don't think that I feel it now. Funny, isn't it? People would ask me that question, like i asked my friend.

Maybe, when people ask me that question, i will answer it like my friend did.

"I have to keep moving forward. So I don't think too much about it anymore. I can accept it now."

Check this! This song really reminds me of my father, he love to dance and if i could get another chance, i would dance with my father :')

Sweet Sixteen :D

First of all, thank God now I am sixteenth! Proud to have a great God :)

Thank you so much guys for all of the surprise! I feel really surprised! HEHE :))

I got 2 in a day! Lucky me to have friends like them :D

First from X-2 Class. They gave me a chocolate cake for me after we finished our physics practicum, it's unpredictable!

Then, from X-1 Class. The come to my house before i came home and surprised me! They decorated my house with some ribbon and balloon. And then give me a Cheesecake! Woo-hoo! Thanks a lot :D

This is the best birthday i've ever feel! Happy-surprised-unpredictable-amazing! Nice plan, guys! Proud to have them in my life. Even this year is my first birthday without my daddy, but it's okay. God knows that i won't feel alone. Cause there's my boyfriend and friends will support me and always beside me!

BIG THANKS FOR YOU ALL! AWESOME :*

dari aku kepada kamu (:

sesuatu yang ga bisa di lihat, ga bisa di sentuh, ga bisa di liat, ga bisa di denger, ga bisa di injek ataupun tabok ataupun di peluk. sesuatu yang cuma bisa di rasain. well, that is what we call LOVE.

di saat diriku terbenam dalam suatu perasaan yg kita sebut cinta itu, semua terasa berbeda, hidup sebuah semangat baru yang tak tergantikan, suatu keindahan yang nyata dan tak dapat terlupakan.

di saat kita mulai dekat satu sama lain, disini, di hati ini, tertanam sebuah benih yang menumbuhkan nama mu, suara mu, senyum mu, tawa mu, dan semua tentang dirimu.

di saat kita memulai hubungan yang kita sebut "pacaran", tumbuh rasa ingin selalu bersama mu, dengan hati yg tertutup hanya untukmu. di setiap hela nafasku, ku ingin tetap menjadi milikmu. selalu.

di saat kita telah menjalani hubungan sejauh ini, 1 tahun 5 bulan, menghadapi suka dan duka bersama. dengan tawa dan tangis yang mewarnai hubungan kita. engkau telah memberi warna kedalam hidup ku yang sebelum nya berwarna hitam-putih-abuabu. ku bersyukur atas dirimu, yang selalu hadir hanya untukku.

terima kasih Tuhan ku, karna Kau telah mengirim nya untuk menemani hari-hari ku.

dari aku, Mariavanessa,

yang mencintaimu.

SELALU.

(:

Galau dalam Jurus-jurusan

Hey wazzup dude? *sok gaul*

Uda lama ga nulis blog hehe. Yeah, akhir2 ini rasanya super sibuk karna school assignment yang smakin menggila dan menumpuk-numpuk menjadi gundukan sampah yang mengakibatkan global warming sehingga harus segera gw selesaikan. hehehe.

May i ask you something? This time i feel "galau" (i don't know what is the english of galau). why? gw bingung untuk memilih sebuah jurusan, ipa or ips? yaah. Gue agak2 bingung karna di dua2nya nilai gw ga jeblok2 amat. rapot gw nulis ipa, guru gwe bilang ips. nah loh, jadi gimana?

Sebenernya ada beberapa pertimbangan yg bikin gw sangat2 bingung. Gw sebenernya mau masuk ips karna kayanya lebih santai, hehehe, harusnya sih bukan itu yg alasannya. Gw mau ips karna gw mau masuk broadcasting, tapi masih ga yakin, gw pengen banget masuk ke London School of Public Relation but sometimes gw ngerasa gw keknya ga bisa buat ke bidang itu, biarpun gw suka ngomong tapi tetap aja gw takut ini cuma keinginan semata doang gitu.

Mau masuk ipa, tapi taku panik pas UN karna gw adalah orang yg sangat parnoan. Kalo ada kertas jatoh dari meja aja, gw histeris. AAAAAAA. kira2 begitu teriaknya, ehm jayus. gw ga bermaksud melucu yah. Oh ya. IPA kenapa ya? Jurusan yg gw minatin semua ada di IPS spertinya kenapa gw memilih ipa? yah karna, gw suka menghitung apalagi di pelajaran fisika nya pak jeffrey, he teach well. And he makes me success in physics. hahaha. apa sih. hehe pokoknya gw suka fisika dan di Provi, guru2 IPA nya lebih asik2! HEHE.

Sebenernya psikologi itu bagusan ambil IPA atau IPS sih?

Gw ada nanya beberapa orang yg sptnya lebih pengalaman mslh spt ini.

Jimmy, my brother: IPA lah! ngapain masuk ips? kalo ipa kan gampang kemana2.

Bu Naning: nilai kamu bagus di ipa tapi sptnya lebih cocok masuk ips.

ARGH. semua membuat semakin bimbang. kalo ada yang baca kasi pndapat dong. gw lebih cocok psikologi/broadcasting? dan kenapa? dan kalo psikologi lebih mending masuk ke ipa atau ips? HEHE aduh kayanya ga ada yang baca, ih ngomong sendiri dong gw? au ah gelap.

Anw, kemarin ini gw nonton dvd korea gitu judulnya Dream High, it was an awesome film, a must watch! So inspired me to Dream High! Go buy and watch it guys! :)

Miskin Tapi Kaya

Apa kalian pernah ngerasain kemiskinan? Atau at least, ngerasa kere, kaga ada duit dan semacamnya? Kita seharusnya masih bisa bersyukur karna saat ini semiskin2 nya kita, pasti masih ada orangtua kita yang masih bisa kasi makan. Kalo jaman2 penjajahan Jepang dulu, hidup bener-bener susah. Baju nya aja bekas kain bungkus terigu. Tapi yg ga disangka2 jaman sekarang pun masih ga jauh-jauh sama yang namanya kemiskinan.

Kemarin ini selama liburan Natal dan Tahun Baru (OH YEAH! Merry Christmas and Happy New Year! New year, new life, new experience? :D), gue dan ketiga temen gw dapet tugas bikin makalah ekonomi, temanya adalah kemiskinan. Begitu denger dapet tema ini, waah gw berasa excited banget karna menurut gue ini adalah tema yang menarik banget. Apalagi yang namanya kemiskinan itu ga jauh2 dari kita.

Kemiskinan bisa bikin orang jadi ga berdaya. Iya! Ga berdaya. Karna harus beli minyak tanah, harus cari kayu bakar buat masak, harus beli beras yang harga nya sadis bener buat anak-anaknya. Ga berdaya harus beli seragam buat anak-anaknya, ga berdaya harus beli obat karna sakit abis kecapean nyari duit. Ga berdaya karna ga tercatat jadi warga negara karna ga mampu bayar KTP. Dan akhirnya yg paling parah, ga berdaya karna ga mampu bayar tanah makam.

Orang miskin ga bisa apa-apa. Tetapi orang miskin adalah orang yang mau mengosongkan dirinya dihadapan Tuhan. Ga punya apa2, ga membawa apa-apa. Cuma orang-orang yang sadar sama kemiskinan nya yang mampu memiliki Kerajaan Surga. Orang spt ini yg sadar kalo dia ga punya apa-apa waktu dia datang ke dunia dan kembali kpdNya TANPA membawa apa-apa, pasti memperlakukan segala sesuatu yg ada padanya buat memuliakan Tuhan.

Ayo kita menyadari diri kita, merasa miskin karena Kristus. Tapi kita tetap kaya karna hidup kita d bimbing oleh Roh Kudus. Bantulah orang-orang miskin di sekitar kita dengan segala yang diberikan dan dititipkan oleh Allah buat kita supaya mereka bisa keluar dari Kemiskinan nya :D

Berbahagialah orang yang miskin di hadapan Allah, karena merekalah yang empunya Kerajaan Surga.